chunarn. (:
chinese new year is coming,
but i guess it won't be much of a holiday.
yeah, and there's Olevel this year.
so it's gonna be tough and tiring!
last year of secondary sch, gonna put in more effort.
hopefully can achieve the things that i want.
there's basketball match tmrw,
so all the best to team.
let's win this match together.
and fuck,
my back is aching like no tomorrow,
don't know what the hell is wrong.
hope it goes away soon.
back from china, shenzhen.
the people there like kns!
whole day spit saliva, talk like nobody business and cutting queue pro.
feel like slapping them sia!
anyway, buy quite alot of stuff there.
comics, shoes, shirts and bags. all damn cheap.
heard that area got quite alot of pickpockets,
but lucky i didn't lose anything.
now back in singapore, damn bored.
school's starting soon,
this hols is so short man!
oh, merry chirstmas! (:
*my surgery got postponed.
14 more days , god bless .
going for dental appointment ,
i'm still feeling rather uneasy these few days .
it's not any ordinary dental checkup .
went for x-ray screening last week ,
and the results revealed that i have an extra tooth (wisdom tooth) deep in my gum .
plus , i have to go for some root canal treatment .
the docs had advice me to go for wisdom tooth surgery ,
i'm gonna be given a painkiller and a sleeping pill .
whereby , they will perform the surgery when i'm asleep .
really hope to get it done and over with in one piece .
am i a filial son?
i know i'm a letdown to my parents .
i'm sorry to have let you cry .
i'm sorry that i never changed .
i'm sorry that our family was never happy .
yet , you never gave up on me .
things change over time ,
it can never be the same now .
we were once so naive and innocent ,
now we are just an empty void .
searching for that so called "happiness" .
if only things could go back to once it was ,
i would have made that right decision then .
this 15 years were filled with memories ,
both happy and sad .
but , i can say that i've not wasted my life away .
this hols is gonna be eventful ,
filled with camps and oversea trip .
the surgery is not gonna bring my mood down .:)
next year is gonna be the last year in xinmin sec ,
time flies , just hope that our class can be bonded as one !
let's treasure the final moments we have together .
"If you love it let it go . If it returns to you cherish it , if not it was never truly yours. "